Harsh reality

People say I'm crazy.  I feel crazy.  That disconnected anxiety is enough to make anyone feel that way.  When you're never right then maybe you just aren't right.  When no one sees what they've done to make you crazy, maybe they've done nothing.  When people say your marriage should be ended because you're a horrible excuse for a person, maybe it should.  You are accused of being irrational when it comes to someone getting close to your kids.  Maybe you just see yourself loving your kids so deeply, but really that's not it.  You think to yourself that they can't be right about everything.  About every aspect of you or your life or your family.  Then you think something worse...maybe they are right and you're completely irrationally wrong on everything you ever knew.  It's scary to think about.  You consider that four people got together and shared a mutual distaste and they're now trying to make you believe these things.  But then you hear the word "everyone" and you're right back where you started!